It is now officially the year of the horse, specifically the fire horse, which makes way for new beginnings, newfound energy for change, and a death of old patterns that no longer serve. Take a deep breath and welcome this newness after the reckoning that was 2025, the year of the snake. The year of the snake symbolizes a shedding of old versions of self, a deepening intuition that comes from intentional introspection, and a rebirth. But a rebirth is painful and starting the world fresh again means leading with softness and vulnerability, which is also difficult. The world can feel harsh on fresh and tender skin. I felt as if 2025 was the end of a series of reckoning years, in which confrontation of the self was inevitable to build a desired life. This kind of work is lonely; the internal questioning of self and processing of the past is loaded with grief and darkness. Now, there is disorientation navigating this newness of self while acclimating to this increasingly chaotic world. Throughout all of this, I also feel the immense importance of finding new ways to mother myself through this winding path and grapple with what motherhood means.
I have the wonderful job...


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