For many years, I longed to be invited to tables and to have deep community. But so often I felt I didn’t fit. I was too much or not enough…
Anytime I was invited, I came to the table feeling like I was already not worthy. That maybe it was an accident I got invited. Or that if the people really got to know me, they wouldn’t like me.
So I held back. I censored...
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